Me

Right Now

1. Shopping doesn’t heal a broken heart but it certainly helps to soothe it.

2. As does Botox and Juvaderm.

3. Looking great and living well are the best revenge.

4. Therapy certainly helps as well.

5. I have learned a very hard lesson- there are manipulative and lying people in the world (I’ve naively always believed the opposite).

6. I am a bit bitter but not broken. I am a survivor. Time really does heal all wounds.

7. From the outside you’d never guess what’s going on in my life right now (I am a pretty good actress/pretender).

8. Thus the need for therapy.

9. I miss Lola.

10.I miss my true self more.

11.Learning to type again with acrylic nails (after not wearing any for so long) really was easier than I thought it would be. Texting-not so much.

12.I am lost but will eventually find my way.

13.I have cried and grieved more in the last 6 months than I have in my entire life. It’s therapeutic (and I rarely cried before-AKA-there’s a lot to get out).

14.I do not consider myself a weak person…I’ve just had to be strong for too long.

15.I highly recommend spray tans….avoid the wrinkles and sun spots at all cost.

16.I am learning to take better care of myself (emotionally). I am not perfect but at least I am trying.

17.I feel sorry for people who lie to themselves….eventually it will catch up with you. Really.

18.I know this from experience.

19.Someday I will be whole again and then the possibilities will be endless.

20.There is a reason I am here today and experiencing this process. I don’t know the reasons yet but one day I will. Based upon previous experience, the worse it hurts the more you learn and grow.