Sunday, December 10, 2017

Making memories

As I reflect back on the holiday season last year versus this year, I cannot help but notice the many changes which have transpired. Over all, the changes have been positive. It isn't so much that one is superior to the other-rather, it's the stark differences between the two. Last Christmas I lived in a different house and experienced holidays post divorce for the first time in many years. At that time, I was dating someone new-a man I was very much in love with at that time. Attending my sister's Christmas concert this year I find myself with a new man entirely. Holiday parties this year will be in his company. I am amazed at how much has changed in a mere year. Although I do not mean to project into the future, I cannot help but wonder who I might be with this time next year.  The concept would have terrified me last year. During that time I desperately sought out stability and a (false) sense of security. This year I feel only peace and acceptance. God has demonstrated time and again how much better my life is when I let go and let God. I need only walk with Him. 

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