The Pendelum

She seeks balance. It's in her nature. A true libra through in through. She has known great happiness as well as great pain. She seeks and craves solid ground. She is a pendulum which at times rocks back and forth trying to regain balance. She has fought long and hard to let go of past hurts. At times she will crave independence and at other times need her hand held like a small bewildered child. Her past has taught her that people you love often leave. In the past this left her with one foot continuously out the door. She has since learned this way is no way to live. Acceptance is her mantra today. She has learned to love fiercely even as a small part of her will always fear abandonment. Despite this, she has learned to love more fiercely even if it means her heart may later be broken. Once guarded she now lives and loves openly. She may be complicated but she is worth it. Those who do not embrace the beautiful mess she is are now quietly let go. She has slayed her dragons. She no longer carries the weight of ghost from her past. Love her fiercely back. Her intentions are never meant to hurt or harm others. She is strong and it takes a person equally as strong to understand her. Today her pendulum is balanced.