You cry you learn, you lose you learn,
You bleed you learn, you scream you learn"
-Alanis Morrisette
When I find myself sad or grieving I must remind myself that life is a lesson not a destination. I am trying to focus on the shattered illusion which by the very definition means false. I am reminded of my ex husband-my last divorce and betrayal. After all how can one grieve for something and/or someone that was never real? It's not theoretically possible. You cannot yearn for a person that never existed to begin with. You can't miss something that was fabricated. I feel manipulated and used because to be honest that's exactly what it was. I want badly for it to be untrue but it isn't. Maybe I am simply grieving over the loss of a dream. The thing is, I was authentic. I find a sliver of comfort in knowing he will never find what he had with me both in and out of the bedroom (yeah good luck with that). I am a strong woman and need a strong man. He simply wasn't. The end. Bravo.
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